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Was glancing at the different brands for mp3. I chose a few that met my expectations and budget. Here's one. Hmms, most are out for quite some time already. But the functions are still super suitable for me :D Chose, Creative MuVo T200, Sony Walkman NW-E013. Last choice would be Creative Zen Stone Plus with built in speaker. Decided to get a mp3 this time instead of a mp4 :D Shall go out and see it sometime next week. Wanna buy one asap. It's been so long since I had a proper one. D: The only pathetic thing that there isn't brown or red in my top choice.. Sian lahhh.

Okays, it has been so long since I blogged. Hmms, Jieda is right, I shall never reach my target if I go on taking breaks of 5days or so. Hahas, shall talk as much as possible. alrights ? I've just realised that I have just gotten a very serious case of Short-Term Memory (STM). Thus, I can't really remember much! But shall try my hardest :D

TODAY

OP idol finals today! Hmms, nothing much. But the roaring of the audience were superr ! And the singing were damn powerful for some of them. Great fun. But I was like running up and down level 3 to 1 all the time ! Hahhas. Had Life Science lesson just now. Thanks to S2 who managed to print out an apology in time :D Thus, Mr Naufal was happy enough to hold a lesson today ! It's great fun, poking at a tiny baby lizard outside the lab, poking at the agar, with loads of craps in silence at the same time ! woots ! Great fun. So glad that Mr Naufal introduced this lesson to us :D

YESTERDAY

Nothing much leh. Except that was totally glad that Zongquan had the answer sheet for the crappish O level Chinese Assessment Book which is totally 200% shitty. And Mdm Lai was happy that I handed in my Article Review. :D

TUESDAY

Suddenly got super interested in vector drawings ! :D

Maths remedial was sucky. Got so freaking pissed off with the super-duper difficult questions. I'm dying in maths. And it got so much worse when ____ just refused to give me some attention. RAWRS. But still, Claire stayed to help me with my article review for 1 paragraph and Ms Low took over. :D So my article review turned out to be perfect if not for my wrongly written words, I would have gotten 31/50 for it. Which is freaking wonderful for my standard of chinese. Then stayed behind to wait for cheesheng whose choir took a freaking long period of time till almost 7pm. Played frisbee for a little while and started chatting with Shuxin in the canteen over some drinks :D

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Kinda stucked whether to go or not. I know if I go, I shall be distracted by _____. Hopeless now. I've decided not to go, I guess.

I'm aiming to hit 300posts by Mid April. 39 more to go. :D Hope I'll reach my target :D Hmms, this blog has been opened for almost a year already. By average, I post one entry every 1.3 days. Around there lah. Hahas. Supposed to be more de ! Just that I combined some days into one entry sometimes. And there was once I remembered that I combined one whole week into one ! And somedays, I blog thrice. I think it's somewhere near July 2007. Hahas. Yeah, I'm crazy. :P

Anyway, shall talk about today's course at NUS :D Woah, it's super huge can ? We got stucked inside lah ! Hahahas, the driver uncle didn't know his way too. And we were crapping about NUS having internal security as if something happens, the police will not know the way in ! Muahahhas ! Also, Yunting and I sat on the floor during the two trips in the van ! It was the mini chartered bus, so there wasn't enough space. Since I didn't mind sitting on the floor. Quite fun anyway. Was quite 'high' just now. Crapped all the way in the bus. And made friends with the Le Shoppe people ! And found out that Mdm Pan wasn't as bad as she was in class.

We went into Lecture Theater 16, after some wrong turnings in the van. So super cold, the theater. I regret not bringing my jacket. Brrr, *shiverrs*. Anyway, the speaker had a super cute name. Assistant Professor Eric Tachibana. :D He's quite nice. The first 1&1/2 hour was tolerable. After that, I got so freaking bored. Was waiting and counting down to break time for 1/2 h. Frigging bored. and COLDDD. Hmms, the NUS canteen was bit of crappish. It's super small. But the best part was, everything was so damn CHEAP! Wanton noodles for $1.50 but I bought $1.80, cause I thought they wanted to share. End up they only took a little. =.= All the food costed around $1 to $2 except for the western stall. $3. But it's also cheap lah, compared to outside. Ate and went exploring after that. Nothing much to see, just that the female toilet was uber cute. Shall show the photos when I reactivate my computer's bluetooth into Vista. Too lazy to do it now.

Part 2 of the course, was WORSE. Didn't understand so much of it. Drew my 'trademarked' tree, and found that I couldn't draw well with trembling hands.. Then started to copy the speaker's laptop decoration. But slowly edited it into my short-name. :D It's nice okay ? Again, shall upload it someother time. Maybe together with the LeShoppe and ARC photos when Weiting sends them to me. She's frigging slow man.. ZZZ. Hmms, the course finished early by 1/2h and we went to the canteen. Snacked again, but most of the shop were closed.. Sian lah. Got back into the van and this time, still on the floor :D Hehes. And we saw someone killed on Clementi Road. The driver said he saw the deceased just now. It was a granny. I don't know whether it was a hit-and-run or the driver owned up or whatever. Pity the family of the granny. D: Mdm Pan was super cute.

Me: Mdm Pan ! You see !!!
Mdm Pan: *shrieks* Don't want ! Later got nightmare

She sat infront of me. :P Hahhahas. Funny lah ! And that trip, I had motion sickness. ZZZ. Due to me facing the sides and phone and sleeping and whatever shit that causes it. As I type this, I feel a little dizzyyy. Don't know why ! Hahhas, well, went back home after that lor. :D

P.S.: Cheeshenggg, I didn't spot any weirdos. Hahahhahas

Hair check today !

Hahahas, around 5 people from our class got sent out. Zhicong, you're darn unlucky. Muahahas. Anyway, Ms Liem didn't come again ! D: No POA for this whole week. Anyway, biology and d&t test was super easy. I hope I can score full marks for both. But I gues I can't for D&T. I forgot the buzzer symbol and the transmittor or something. 3 marks gone for that question. After D&T, I ran up to the Biology lab thinking that I'm late for the LifeScience lesson. Ended up that there was only Mr Naufal inside, waiting for everyone. Duhs, I got stunned lah ! I was like.. err, today have the LifeScience thing ? He said yes, but no one turned up ! I rushed down to find the rest, only to see KaiSheng near the stairs and we walked back together. :P When we were about to leave, yeesuan came. Panting, out of breath. Hahas, poor thing. :P She said that the s2 people thought that it was cancelled.

Well, left and met WeiTing at ARC, she asked me to go and find Ms Low for the course on this coming saturday. Hmms, after I went to find Ms Low, I realised that it won't be as fun as what I thought. I thought that only 3 of us were going, so we would have greatgreat fun. But it turned out that the other CCA groups, LeShoppe and another CCA group is going. And Mdm Pan's going with us. Oh greatttt. =.= I want Ms Low please. Went back home and watched They Kissed Again for 2 hours ! I'm still at episode 6. Yes, I'm slow lah !

Loads of problems.. Messenger is dead, internet is a little lagging and I'm stuck at maths, AGAIN. Plus the repeat ______, I don't know how I can survive any longer. My blog posts are getting shorter and shorter. But shall spice it up by adding hilarious videos of Miss Swan ! Some people have heard of it before.. I'm such a mountain tortoise.. D:


http://youtube.com/watch?v=KT5oMzo-guI


http://youtube.com/watch?v=pP7jdeLC0wE


http://youtube.com/watch?v=kWGsY8TcIqI

Ridiculous day. Ms Liem didn't come for POA again and this time, we didn't go to the hall. Went for sun-tanning instead. Hilarious. When this female teacher came to our class, she asked us to stand, greet her as 'teacher', asked us why we were in our PE attire. Funny, why she should ask. We had our PE lessons just now ! Then later, she asked us to go and change. We girls, bunched up and walked out straight. :D Later, she asked Liran to ask us to go back to class quickly. Erm, we had to queue for the toilets ! So why hurry us up ? Anyway, went back to class and she said that we were noisy. Then, she said:

"If you don't stop being noisy, all of you shall go and stand under the sun! "
class : *laughs*

We didn't mean to be rude. But I agree with their thoughts, it was really funny that this sentence came from a teacher. Kind of weird leh. Anyway, we went sun-tanning. Uhhhaahas, and Miss Soo came. =.= She still is that smiley person. :D Asked us to go under the shade and sit down ;D Miss Soo is nice. And Mdm Kee is kind of nicer today. Didn't scold us for being 'punished' by the relive teacher.

Went to McDonalds again just now with sis. DX was kind of lame. Telling me to be careful, and in any case of prowlers or stalkers, call him. He'll be a call away. Hehes, that's a nice gesture anyway. Hmms, ended up going home at 11+. DX told me to sms him once I get home.. Hmms, he still hasn't replied me till now. It's been almost an hour. If *touch wood* got prowlers or what, no use calling him leh ! Hahahhas. Okay lah, shall stop crapping. NIGHTS everyone ! :D

To whoever from OPSS is reading this, did you recognize the wallet Miss Soo held up in assembly just now ? It was mine ! OMGGGG. During the whole assembly, I was thinking about how I lost it. Well, after that, I dragged siling to find Miss Soo with me. Uhh, she's quite nice lah. Asked me how I lost it and how much money was in it to check if I'm really the owner. She didn't sound mean, although she asked for the owner of the wallet quite harshly.

"Could the owner of this wallet come and see me ? There's quite a sum of money {$29} inside. The person better have a good explanation on how you lost it. "

I was kind of terrified at first.. But after that it was all right. She's so smiley :D Well, she just asked me some questions on the amount of notes inside and my identity. Then we left and started thinking, would it be better if I had my ezlink card inside.. I felt not, cause they might probably call out my name or something.. Hahhas. D&T was quite fun, as we were beginning on the product already. I got the hugee black board that some were eyeing on xD Hmms, chatted with _____ today. Yeah, another _____.

Well, Ms Liem didn't come today. No POA. Spent the whole free period crapping with JieMin and Kahmin. Quite fun. But there just seems to be something wrong with _____. It didn't seem like before anymore. And then it was Chemistry. There's chemistry test today. Quite easy, I'm feeling confident that I'll pass. :D Biology was next, great amount of laughter again ! Hmms, Mr Naufal used to help his grandparents to sell satay @ Naufal's Satay ! Hahahhas. Cute leh. Then he started talking about connective tissues. Another hilarious joke.

IF, we do not have connective tissues, our EYES will POP out.
IF, we do not have connective tissues, our HEART will be BOUNCING around.
IF, we do not have connective tissues, our AHEM will be JUMPING around !

Okay, shall stop crapping and talk about Ms Low bullying Vivien ! Remember my previous post? Hahas, poor girl, she really came to wash everything today ! Her hands were totally wrinkled ! Ms Low the Big Bully. :P Hmms, stayed back till 5 with Jiemin in the library.. Crapping instead of doing homework. Hahahhas.

Hmms, LOADS OF Thanks to sis for buying me a wallet.. It's nice lah.. ZZZ

That's what will happen if you play frisbee with long nails. It hurts loads !

have decided to reply tags in posts :D So that those who needs a reply don't have to digs out my archives. Hahahs.

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I've decided to be kuai today, and studied for Chemistry test tomorrow. But I'm only till chapter 1. Hahas, and the chapters are kind of weird, Chapter 1 in notes are different from Chapter 1 in the textbook. So I've decided to follow the notes, and study Chapter 2 and 3 in the textbook. Hope my logic is right and I wanna score for the test tomorrow. It's been ages since I scored super well, other that the history test where I got 14/15. But that's kind of a cheat paper. :P

Anyway, I did nothing much today. Just woke up late as per normal, had lunch and went out with sis to study. Kind of fun, staring around the cafe when bored. Especially the two cute children who came in one after another. The first was a very cute angmoh girl. She's so pretty and friendly, but she kind of reminded me of Vivian. The sec 1 girl. She kept running about the cafe screaming with laughters. Approaching all the other customers saying hello. Super cute. And a Tamil girl who kept saying hello and making faces at me. She dropped her mother's photo too. hahas, crashed damn loudly. Well, just left around 5+ and blogging now.

Went to Jurong again today !

I've kind of run of clothes to wear again. Can you imagine, I wore t-shirt and shorts all the way from Khatib to Jurong in the mrt. Might not sound weird to you, but it did to me. Kind of sui-bian leh. Hahhas, anyway, Bro and Mum went off to Liyan's house first while I went to Jurong Point to look at mp3s and other craps. Just window shopped and bought some small items. If I had enough money with me, I guess I would have ended up with shoes. I didn't bring enough, just 15 dollars. Pathetic. Well, took the bus and went over to their house.

Upon reaching, sat down, and guess what. I started eating all the CNY goodies again. Hahahas, especially the handmade fried thingy. Damn yummy. Shall try to make it too with mum. xD Anyway, was soon addicted to DJ something { is it this name ? or Portable something } Whatever, it's fun. Linked up with Ben's PSP and started challenging each other. We each lost a fair number of times. Hmms, can't challenge Liyan and gw, confirm lose de. Hahas, I'm still noob, just realised that my standard dropped, only able to handle level 6. D: Boohhh. Shall cut the story short, cause I gonna go for dinner.

Started gambling, and in the eng, I lost 50cents. :P Then went to grandmother's house to put down some items, and went back to the car to go home. I was so anxious to go back down quickly as there was a super cute cat neat the car. Wanted to play with it. Well, I did play with it for a while, and after that, got into the car and started day-dreaming about what I want to have in the near future or future.. Red convertible, dog, contact lenses.. Loads of things. Hahas. Some crap, most probably.. :D Shall end here, mom's nagging for dinner.

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Today's Total Defence Day ! It's kina boring, watched a crappish video that has bad acting and animations with a super lousy script. Switching those scenes during the whole show, and some crappish commercial breaks. With a stupid reflection exercise at the end of the show. But after it all, the day became fun. Except, after recess till lunch. That was the worse part of today. Anyway, shall talk about the funny chinese lesson.

Greeted Mdm Lai, sat down and the emergency alarm rang. Hahahas, no chinese lesson ! Yippee ! Then we all walked out, crapping about staying in the classroom to be burnt to death. We all stood outside blankly, don't know why the front just refused to move. Fire in front or what ? Hahas, then Mrs Rupesh came from the back and yelled at us. " Want to be burnt to death is it ? " Hahahas.

Anyway, on the way to the field, Eugene told us to jump down to death. " Jumping to death is better than being blasted to death. Painful leh." Hahahas, then YiHao said he didn't mind both. So he should be blasted by the bomb out of the window and fall down to the ground. :D At the field, we realized that there was only 30people in our class. 1 was missing. Uh Oh, it was gaowei. Muahahas, he's burnt to death. No lah, he went for duties at BB. Hahahas, then while waiting for further instructions, I was playing with the field rubber with YiHao, dumping it at him, and him dumping into my pockets. =.= Then some teachers came by and said we were childish. Hais, if they were as bored as we are, they will probably do this too.

Went back to class and found no electricity. Everyone was complaining about the heat, but Mdm Lai still continued with the lesson. Talking about bullying, Eugene and Gurshan were 'arguing' about the names-calling bully. Gurshan kept calling Eugene pig and dead pig in chinese while I've forgotten what Eugene called Gurshan. Later, Eugene said he was hungry, turned to Gurshan and said, "Eh I want to eat bao." [pointing to Gurshan's turban] Hahhas, damn hilarious lah, the two of them. :P Anyway, Dingxuan and Mdm Lai's conversation was damn hilarious too. With DX acting dumb and Mdm Lai being buey song.

Had banana biscuits and Winter Melon Tea for reccess. KK and ZongQuan were 'smuggling' the biscuits back to class and ZongQuan wanted to sell them at 10cents each. Then on the way back to class, four of us started gossiping. :X Can't write down! :D Anyway, went back to class and Mdm Kee told us, " Do you guys have anything to settle with the class ? Like the class t or something ? " Then I was thinking, was she doing that on purpose ? Knowing that now we don't have anything else to settle ? The last 3 weeks, she kept saying that she would give us the lifeskills period and the RICH period for the class t-shirt. End up she did not keep her promise at all. DD: " You can't imagine how pissed off I was getting.. Nevermind.

ARC today was fun. Damn hilarious, with Ms Low back, although the naggings came back too. Hahahs, damn funny lah, with Ms Low bullying Vivian. The secondary one overly-friendly girl. Hahahahhas. Okay, shall stop talking about school. You should have noticed that I have a new blogskin ! Featuring myself and my hamster. :P I like this blogskin. I'm not totally done with it, so sorry about the cBox thing again. :P

not blogging much. It's a boring valentine.

I'm currently feeling so pissed off. There's like no one in this world who can help me. Looking forward to today turned out as usual, disappointing. There's no one to turn to for help, there's only people who keep annoying me and such. Yeah, maybe they don't know I'm pissed off, since I'm like bottling it all up inside. I'm not as carefree or cheerful or whatever. I'm just some lazy girl who just simply refuses to get help or is unable.. Yeah, right, why am I stating myself in a negative way.. ZZZ. Nevermind, passed by this crappish video in typicalben's blog.. Enjoy, the disgrace to Singaporean and Fan's of Edison Chen.

I'm loving days in school now :D Especially now that 3a3 is getting so HYPER all day long. Except when _______ comes in. Scolded us today. Rattling on and on about rudeness and her tolerance level. Can't she understand ? We are not like what you think we are. Don't stereotype 3a3 as a ____ class alrights ? Ms Mary's so sweet, doesn't scold us but jokes with us too. Didn't she teach us not to stereotype people ? But the way she scolded us just now, it was obvious that she stereotyped us ! Hey, and what's the meaning of barking at us like dogs since we are dogs? Okay, that maybe I can understand a bit of reasoning in it. But except for the part of being a free-lance workers, I'm was still alright. I got insulted when she said about free-lance workers, hearing from her tone that she belittles free-lancers. Hey, my father is counted as a free-lance photographer in your way okay ! And you still dare to say you think my father is cool ? It's so obvious that you're lying through your teeth. And if she ever passes by my blog and reads this, remember, I do have to be responsible for all that I type here, but if these are my opinions, so anybody else can comment but not sue me for slander or any other craps. Oh yeah, sis told me about defamation, that's why there are BLANKS, so no written evidence for slander is here :D No other names stated other than sweet Ms Mary, a compliment :D

Smita: I did, in my posts. Shall reply again :D Yep, I do take POA. :D

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Didn't bother replying vivien and siling because, I shall wish everyone a

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I've recently found out that I no longer have the courage to give my brother another chance. Or rather, myself another chance to trust my brother. I don't dare to go out with him or letting people come to my house with him around. I just dread him so much, he totally embarrass me and I will never dare to let him have a chance to try his antics upon me again. I hate it, I hate how everybody thinks I don't love him or what-so-ever. I just don't dare okay, YOU try it yourself, have a brother that runs you down in front of your friends, COUSINS, and even your parents. Making your parents into believing that he is right and you are wrong, seriously, he's a terror in my life. It doesn't help that he's a guy and dad is bias. Let's face the truth, 21st century still contains people who believes that guys are better than girls. What the hell is wrong with their mindsets ? What's worse that both are your kids. Nothing is ever fair, you say that nothing ever goes wrong when you are with him. So you feel that there shouldn't be anything wrong between him and me. Let me tell you, you're seriously wrong. I'm feeling so upset now that I just wish I had the courage to yell at you and run out of the house. But I"m calm enough that even if I run away, there's no use as there isn't a place where I can turn to, no friends close enough to turn to. Everywhere, there are little terrors. Sometimes I just wish to have a vapouriser gun and vapourise all the terrors that irritate me. I really feel helpless, no one to turn to, not even a pet to turn to. That asshole little hamster irritated me so much yesterday that I held him so tight in my hands a few times till it couldn't even struggle. What the heck is wrong with it ? Couldn't it just understand that I'm angry ? Vanilla and Tiramisu both could ! You're the only hamster that couldn't. I couldn't let it run on the floor due to the ants, and not into the cage as I was cleaning it. I'm feeling so frustrated now, just wanna cry and slap everybody I see now. I don't get it, why doesn't anybody just understand how I feel ? I don't believe in saying I am in the wrong, I can't even try, I've no courage even to try. Whatever shit am I spouting now, I'm not even clear, there's just too many fustrations inside. Studies, family, friends. Yeah, you guys may complain that you have more fustrations then me, well, I guess that I shouldn't play the nice person anymore, it's just too difficult. What's the use of thinking in my current way ? No one cares about my thoughts anyway. And the new form teacher isn't helping much anyway, she making everybody feeling worse, has she ever thought about how everybody can't control their temper, and isn't able to say, okay, this guy isn't the one I'm upset about, I should smile at him. No one is able to do that, they say, love is blind. I think, anger is also blind. You get it ? If she shows anger in her face, doesn't mean she's giving you attitude. Well, I guess you would never understand anyway..

siLing: You still dare to say. Hahaas. You're turn to get well soon :D
Claire :D : I've come to school alreadyyyy! :D

I've drawn another random photo and thick-skinned Zanita is trying to psycho me into thinking that I was influenced by her. Muahahahas. No way ! Hmms, don't ask me why the girl has no face, hands or legs. I don't know how to draw those.. Just think that she's a mysterious person, alright ? :D It kinda reflects on me.. Hahas. I drew whatever came to mind, { and some credits to Jeckie for that is drawn with his marker. :P }

so, here's the result :