Feeling super down
Friday, March 21, 2008
1:37 pm
Hais, I really freakingly love this blogskin. But I guess I'll change it soon. It only seems perfect in Window Vista, Mozilla Firefox. It's totally distorted in Window XP, both FF and IE. It also look like shit in Window Vista, IE. Really been emo-ing alot this days. Maybe I'm too sensitive to things. When can things can brighter.. I'm all alone. I hate freetime. I wanna be in school, during lesson, where the teacher's crap can occupy my overflowing thoughts. I'm crap. I'm an imperfect perfectionist. There isn't will in me, thus there won't be a way out. I'm lazy, I'm stupid, I'm unpopular, I'm totally negative. I'm a bloody idiot, that's what I am.
My computer is freaking slow and cant read freaking chinese, my money box is freaking empty, my wallet doesn't contain any freaking cards other than ezlink card, my wardrobe is freaking empty of MY clothes, my accessories are missing, freaking wires cluttered around my table. Can't clear them away.. ZZZ. I don't have a proper camera, my photoshop skills are way below standard like my blogskins, I'm freaking bad in assignments, my songs collection are going down, I've no freaking companion.
But I really can't bear to delete this blogskin.. Spent the longest time on this skin...